I’ve cleaned up every horrible submissions. I had a time in my life that photography and deviantart was on the first step and I added every I had done. Now I think they were disgusting.
Now my front page looks pretty nice. First page of my gallery too. Next… So so but it’s not massacre.
Anyway, I had new photo shoot with my cousin, Alex. I don’t like it but one of the photo is great! Sway [link] (I get it like my featured devation).

I’m in with macro. I did some macro shoots in my grandpa’s garden yesterday. I added some of them and I think they are great! (sorry, I’m not modest).
I think macro photography is a kind of art… um… very interesting. For example Mrs Charming [link] You will say it’s a common flower but on the photo… Is intriguing, isn’t it?
Macro is much better art than portraits. But it’s only my opinion.

It’s very raining outside at me now. It’s gonna be a storm, I think.
Next week I’m going to the seaside, to Germany (I know it is a bit silly – going to Baltic seaside to Germany if I can go in Poland but it’s kind of a language camp, there will be students from Poland, Germany and Great Britain – meet&greet action ). I’m so glad because I’m going there with my friends – Martha (It’s not a joke – she’s called the same like me) and Susannah . I can’t wait ! I wish we will had beautiful weather to go to a beach.

Sorry for my English – there could be some mistakes. Actually, I often speak in German so my English is a little rusty .

Thank you for all s, s and every comments.

I'm going to Germany to doing nothing special (doing nothing, sorry mr kaz). Germany is great country to doing nothing. We fast go on their highways and dream about Tokio Hotel (lol)...
My dad told me that I have to remind my German (because is a little bit rusty)... What for - everybody speaks English.
People from Śrem PL and Pembroke GB.
Welcome to Bergen!

<this is called... lagunage camp>

You know, ya, that form I home ist shortest way to Berlin than to Warsaw?

Now my every photos have got this:

Yeah... I'm listening to music and doing... NOTHING (my English teacher told me that I can't speak that I'm doing nothing because I'm doing something and doing noting is a shame).

I'm newly uncover photography. But I don't know how to call it. It's ver exciting.

Everywhere I go I take in hand my camera and I'm trying to do more and more better photos.

I don't know why am I doing photos? For my satisfaction or for killing the feelings that pressure.

Photography become my addiction. Ohhh... Fuck.

Yeah! The end of school! Time of summer vacations!

If I would have to be sincere I would say that it was a little shock to me. Now? It's not the time, my class had just been get together.
My teacher was sad. She's pregnancy so she's not coming next year to us...

I have ended the school year with distinction!
My grades:
Polish: very good
English: excellent
Germany: very good
History:very good
Knownledge about society: very good
Music: excellent
Maths: good
Phisics: good
Gerography: good
Chemistry:very good
Biology: very good
Technics: very good
P.E.: excellent
R.E.: excellent
BEHAVIOUR: faultless

I'm going to the seaside! Yeah!

When I'm in school everything makes me see cry. Yesterday I quarelled (not sure that I can name it like that) with my best friend. No, she has made me enormus unplesantness. With no cause she has attached to her "goddesses" (how I call her formers) and started to talk over about me. How can I feel in this sytuation? She and her "goddesses" came to me and started to offend me. They invent stupid stories and told it my teacher. And what?
It rises above me. Completly.
I thought she is my best friend.
SILLY.
When we started going to the new school I felt alone. Needed a person.

I always was indyviualist. And I always liked it. But I now I feel something other. It's wrong. In being in sadness it will get different attitude. Not like always.
What does it mean being alone? Not having a boyfriend? Men, I don't care about it! I just wanna be myself. Is that wrong?
I'm not arrogant. I'm only... lost in emotions...?

I am too sensitive. I have to make myself stronger. But how?


Today I had "tidied my laptop". I found photos from the trip to Zakopane and Tatra Mountains. I keeped smile. I love mountains.

Edit:
I have read it one more time and I came to the conclusion that I very often thinks only about me. In every paragraph I can found "I", "I'm", "Me". All my world goes around me.
I will had to work about that.